{"id":198,"date":"2021-04-25T16:04:40","date_gmt":"2021-04-25T16:04:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cohort21.com\/robingarand\/?p=198"},"modified":"2021-04-25T16:04:40","modified_gmt":"2021-04-25T16:04:40","slug":"wait-what-where-did-the-year-go","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cohort21.com\/robingarand\/2021\/04\/25\/wait-what-where-did-the-year-go\/","title":{"rendered":"Wait, what? Where did the year go?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As I&#8217;m sitting here working with <span class=\"atwho-inserted\" contenteditable=\"false\" data-atwho-at-query=\"@l\"><a class='bp-suggestions-mention' href='https:\/\/cohort21.com\/members\/lbettencourt\/' rel='nofollow'>@lbettencourt<\/a><\/span> over zoom all i can think of is the 8 million things I need to do currently, from checking student process journals to prepping home demos for science lessons. While I&#8217;m doing this, an itching in the back of my mind is constantly saying &#8216;what about the blog?&#8230;. what about your research goal?&#8217; A lot of the time that little itch gets drowned out by other more important things (<em>sorry Cohort 21<\/em>), but as I look at the calendar and realize that next week is our final F2F I have panicked and realized I didn&#8217;t get to even half of the things I wanted to do this year.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/sdk.bitmoji.com\/render\/panel\/6b574b3e-c969-4120-bb80-97c60044e7c3-b5f2b8b5-c533-4964-a2cb-4591c3b619b5-v1.png?transparent=1&amp;palette=1\" alt=\"sad hamster wheel\" width=\"254\" height=\"254\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Yes I pivoted well, and yes I tried new things, but for the life of me I can&#8217;t remember what they are right now. I know I did things and some bombed and some worked great, but again, I have no idea what they are, at this point I can&#8217;t remember. I swear I did things, but I cannot tell you what they are. I know I have a huge list of things I want to do, but I&#8217;m having a hard time starting them.<\/p>\n<p>All i can do right now is look forward and know that this feeling will not last forever, and remember that if I am feeling this way, my students are probably feeling worse. I also want to try and change my perspective, and look at my looming list with positivity instead of guilt. I want to keep growing and I have a direction, and that in itself is something. So I think I will write a bit more about it and remember these goals as I move forward towards the last few weeks of school. Hopefully after some rest and time to recuperate I will get to this list and come back with excitement to share. To that end here are my goals that I want to reach in the future.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Goals<\/strong><\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>To learn to code on Unity and present cool video game design opportunities for my students<\/li>\n<li>To find new ways to incorporate 3D printing into my math and science lessons<\/li>\n<li>To work on finding more fun and exciting resources for a maker space and to present these to my peers in an approachable way<\/li>\n<li>To continue to find more virtual messy STEM and share it out.<\/li>\n<li>Working on a new way to present learner portfolios that are interactive (credit to <span class=\"atwho-inserted\" contenteditable=\"false\" data-atwho-at-query=\"@l\"><a class='bp-suggestions-mention' href='https:\/\/cohort21.com\/members\/lbettencourt\/' rel='nofollow'>@lbettencourt<\/a><\/span>)<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>This is my direction, although I feel like I lost a year, I will continue to look forward and work towards these. I might not achieve them any time soon, but thinking about them gets me excited and I need to hold on to that. I hope you are all still safe and getting through, please know I&#8217;m thinking of you.<\/p>\n<p>Robin<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As I&#8217;m sitting here working with @lbettencourt over zoom all i can think of is the 8 million things I need to do currently, from checking student process journals to prepping home demos for science lessons. While I&#8217;m doing this, an itching in the back of my mind is constantly saying &#8216;what about the blog?&#8230;.&hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/cohort21.com\/robingarand\/2021\/04\/25\/wait-what-where-did-the-year-go\/\" title=\"Continue reading &lsquo;Wait, what? 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