{"id":157,"date":"2020-09-13T22:18:16","date_gmt":"2020-09-14T02:18:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cohort21.com\/maylu\/?p=157"},"modified":"2020-09-14T07:53:19","modified_gmt":"2020-09-14T11:53:19","slug":"good-is-good-enough","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cohort21.com\/maylu\/2020\/09\/13\/good-is-good-enough\/","title":{"rendered":"Good is Good Enough"},"content":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s been awhile since I\u2019ve found myself here. In March, we had a quick pivot to online that I found myself using my preps to help teachers with small technology troubleshooting things and every break I had to get outside to decompress from being indoors. Now that we are swinging back into the routine, I thought I\u2019d give a good old crack at this blogging thing again. My fingers may be a little rusty so please go easy on me here!<\/p>\n

\"Bitmoji<\/p>\n

Let me just summarize my last 6 months in a couple of bitmojis so we can do this whole \u201chow was your summer\u201d thing much faster:<\/p>\n

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I may have done a disproportionately large amount of running this summer compared to other activities but hey, we all have our own things, right?\u00a0Funfact:\u00a0<\/em>I learned that my bike is of a quality that my other half calls, \u201cone up from Walmart\u201d, and I am such a slow biker that in 21.1km, I probably save myself about 5-10 minutes compared to me running that at my race pace. This is not a testament to my strong running skills but my absolute garbage biking skills. Don\u2019t worry folks, 2021 is the year of the bike! \"suave<\/p>\n

I just thought I\u2019d use this chance as a nice reminder to bring back the running metaphors because it\u2019s really how I see the world. Summer was great. I was running, biking and hiking a lot. In July, I climbed 3500m in elevation between running and hiking. In August, I hit 4600m in elevation gain. I had a phenomenal routine. I\u2019d wake up and do an easy 20 minute run in the morning just to get my legs warm and flushed. Because I had done that early morning warm-up, my afternoon runs felt GREAT and that caused my overall summer to run pretty smooth and groovy (no pun intended, or pun intended?). Running was going great. Great schedule, great weather and I really had the chance to focus on personal fitness and health with no race goals. Sounds odd, right? It was amazing. Running not for speed, but for me. Spending lots of time to get in a mindful zone and appreciate\u2026me.<\/p>\n

And then the blissful happy summer came to an end. It was time to go back to school. Having specialized in mathematical modelling of biological diseases in my undergrad, this whole pandemic added a whole lot of stress that I did not need. My anxious self knows too much about how disease spreads and\u2026I am just going to stop there before I go on a tangent that helps no one in this situation. For once in my teaching life, I was dreading back to school.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"Bitmoji<\/p>\n

Don\u2019t get me wrong, teaching is my passion, but so is protecting my loved ones. I am sure many of you reading this now also feel the same. We are all adjusting to new normals and working in environments where normal looks different for every individual you encounter. Not only that, there are different levels of careful and everyone has their own comfort level of what they\u2019re willing to do in their classroom.<\/p>\n

Now, let\u2019s throw in the mix of what we have to do this year in our classrooms. New tech, new students, new routine and new teaching? So\u2026the way my school has it, my \u201cin-class\u201d students are divided into Cohort A and Cohort B. That is, one day I will see Cohort A, and the next time the schedule rolls around to that same class, I will see Cohort B instead. Don\u2019t worry, the cohort not in school will be following online at home in a synchronous format. Yup, so you\u2019re running an in-class lesson and a synchronous online? Well, don\u2019t forget about the many students you also have to cater to in an asynchronous model because they live in a different timezone. Okay let\u2019s recap because I always have to work it out in my head\u2026in one lesson, I have to plan an in-class lesson, an online synchronous live lesson and an asynchronous lesson for students to do in a different timezone. A reminder, I teach science. I teach a very activity-based class. I do at least one hands-on activity in-class. I don\u2019t know how to teach without activities\u2026it\u2019s just\u2026my style! Okay, so now I need to pivot how I teach, but have three working models that support the needs of the many different learner profiles I have in my classes? Yup\u2026okay.<\/p>\n

\"noted\"<\/p>\n

Oh yeah, don\u2019t forget the newer teachers you need to help mentor and guide through these times because clearly, I am an expert at all these things?! It\u2019s a lot, and the numbers also don\u2019t always work out. In one cohort, I could have 2 students actually in-class, 10 students synchronous online at home (5 from Cohort B and the other 3 as local, online synchronous learners) and then another 5 asynchronous, in a different timezone. Then, the other cohort of that same would have 5 in-class, 7 synchronous online and 5 asynchronous, in a different timezone. Does your head hurt yet? Mine does\u2026<\/p>\n

\"deepI found myself feeling guilty last week for not being able to do my double run routines that I developed over the summer. I found myself feeling like I was giving up on my health because I wasn\u2019t running twice a day. I realized when I really sat down to think about it, that I was not running twice a day last year. I was not running twice a day when I qualified for Boston, or when I was training for the Boston Marathon. Heck, when did running twice a day become expectation? I realized I had to check myself. Everyone around me is overworked, tired, stressed, and setting the bar so high. As teachers, we put so much pressure on ourselves to do it all and to do whatever we are asked of at such a high level. When did this become an expectation? We are in a pandemic.<\/p>\n

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The expectation is to stay healthy, keep our families healthy and to focus on the well-being and mental health of ourselves and our loved ones.<\/strong><\/h5>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\"BitmojiI don\u2019t think I\u2019ve officially heard that said to me, but I really felt the need to get that out there. How many of you are sitting there thinking about all the things you need to do this week? How many of you are thinking about all the lessons or things you want to try to be that awesome teacher (or school leader)? How many of you are really trying to plan three different lessons for every lesson you teach and pretend that you know how to set up all the tech you were given just a week ago? How many of you are trying to support absolutely everyone around you (except yourself)?<\/p>\n

\"selfcare\"<\/p>\n

We can\u2019t do it all, but we can be role models to our students about what staying health in a pandemic looks like. We can truly be the star examples of showing limits, vulnerability, and remind students that we are humans too. We can\u2019t be the teachers we were a year ago. We have to show our students what balance and sustainability looks like. We have to be role models to show what prioritizing mental health and well-being looks like. We have to be examples to show how students can be healthy and live a lifestyle where health (physical and mental) is a priority. Academics are important, sure; but academics mean nothing if you\u2019re not well. We\u2019re all just trying here. Honestly, if my students learn how to manage and mitigate their stress and how to pursue a healthy lifestyle that is realistic and sustainable, I would be happy. Who cares if they don\u2019t remember mitosis in 5 or 10 years? If my students can develop the habits of healthy living (eating, sleeping, exercising, time management, etc.), I think that\u2019s the big win we should be fighting for; again, we are in a global pandemic folks! If my mic fails or my internet shuts off\u2026go exercise for the period. Mitosis will still be here when you\u2019re back, but that hour you took to improving your health was a deliberate and intentional time you took to focus and work on you.<\/p>\n

When I first started at my current school a coworker said to me, \u201cgood is good enough.\u201d That statement has never meant so much to me until this pandemic. I can\u2019t put the expectation on myself to run twice a day again\u2013I\u2019ll run as much as my body needs to stay health at its current fitness, but there\u2019s not pressure to do it all. If the time allows it, then sure, but there\u2019s no pressure if it doesn\u2019t happen. I just have to do what I can!<\/p>\n

\"Bitmoji<\/p>\n

I\u2019ll teach what I can this year and if I drop the ball in one of the three models I have to do for every single lesson, so be it. If I drop the ball on a full lesson in all three models, so be it. If I am to be understanding of the dynamic and variable situations my students are in, they can do the same for me. I am sure if I continue to focus and prioritize the students\u2019 wellness and mental health, they too will do the same for me. We are our harshest critics. I can only do so much. I am one person. You can only do so much. You are one person.<\/p>\n

\"Love\"<\/p>\n

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Good is good enough.<\/strong><\/h1>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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