{"id":234,"date":"2020-01-20T20:44:57","date_gmt":"2020-01-20T20:44:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cohort21.com\/jenniferbairos\/?p=234"},"modified":"2020-01-20T20:44:57","modified_gmt":"2020-01-20T20:44:57","slug":"i-dont-want-to-go-to-a-meeting-today","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cohort21.com\/jenniferbairos\/2020\/01\/20\/i-dont-want-to-go-to-a-meeting-today\/","title":{"rendered":"I Don’t Want To Go To A Meeting Today"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I have a meeting today, and I\u2019m not exactly looking forward to it. Not because of the meeting agenda. The conversation planned is important and relevant.<\/p>\n

It’s just that I feel like I\u2019m being pulled in a million directions at work, and while I know it will eventually settle, when there is one. more. thing. on your schedule, it\u2019s overwhelming. I also probably could easily not go, because it\u2019s kind of optional-ish.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m in the middle of trying to grow my teaching practice in two different areas. I\u2019ve been wondering a lot about assessment and also about student well-being; however, my time to do meaningful work between them feels split, and I often feel like I\u2019m doing both of them crappily (yes, I\u2019m making that word up).<\/p>\n

I was speaking with @nblair<\/a><\/span> about this at our third Face to Face session on Friday, and she gave me a helpful reframing. She said, “Instead if looking at it as two projects, try to see it as you\u2019re exploring many elements of your teaching practice, right now.”<\/p>\n

That reframing gave me permission to feel that baby steps in both of the areas are steps on the same path. Growth is messy and slow. And, importantly, growth doesn\u2019t care about lining up with a school calendar<\/strong>. My goal need not be perfection.<\/p>\n

I just want to try and do a little bit better than I did yesterday.<\/p>\n

So, I\u2019m going to show up to this meeting. I\u2019m going to show up, because showing up is a baby step. I\u2019m going to show up, because my students deserve it. I\u2019m going to show up because I love my school. I\u2019m going to show up because we can do hard things.<\/p>\n

Sometimes I even succeed in this.<\/p>\n

Cute shoes help.<\/p>\n

Jenn<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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